Long time...

This I wrote a while back..no real reasons for not posting it then...

May 05, 2010, 18:50
Hi! Sitting at ''Casamia", an Italian restaurant at Vikroli (near M2B). Feeling good. Dunno due to the quietness of the place, treatment you get here, the privilege of a 10% discount for Accenture employees ir simply feeling independent, or due to the 2 lovely guys siting at the next table. I knew i was naughty.:P

Not really bad that I alone. Feeling good about being with myself after a long time.

I dont really understand/ know what drives life. Is it me/ us? Is it our determination? Is it the so called the 'wheel of life' that moves round and round without us controlling anything in it?
Dunno. Really dunno.

There is a world full of stress. Stress of work, people around, juniors, colleagues, boss, misunderstandings.
Are above the ones actually that give us stress, trouble us?
I understand the reason that the society preaches righteousness, tolerance, love, friendship for stress busters.
Its more like diversity in unity. Unity as in oneness in terms of what everyone wants to achieve in life. "I wantto be the biggest sorts". Diversity as in the way we reach there. How less stressed we are when ew reach "there". Maybe even how many people love you hwn you reach there?

Yeah, I find society and its arrangements intelligent, intricate, and well thought.

Me, the content human being!
Hey the pasta has arrived, TTYL

Love,
Binal.

It is is good to know someone about whom you can talk like this......................................

"Purest form of human life; closest to Nature and its laws"....

Kudos to somebody detecting it??......

Apologies.

Simplified God!! :P

Hi....long time...got transferred to Bangalore. Was just trying to settle down and re- find all the necessities of life......Certain things seem so trivial but they define you..this is realized when you are away.

Below is just one of my recent understandings.

God has been one word I could not ever understand. Each time I bowed my head in Temples etc., I wondered what I was doing. Somewhere down the lane, it used to hurt my ego also (Ha!).

All this existed, till now. Today while in a conversation, a collection of words struck me which compiled into a thought. With time, it pierced me, understood me.

This made me think; maybe God is just a concept created just to streamline people into all things religion is trying to say. I say God is some source of 'scaredom' for human beings created by greater, lesser mortal human beings.

(P.S. : With me into SAP mania, I add, "Religion and SAP are alike. Both are as large, covering every aspect of life and business respectively. :P ").

The link below is a blog post from my classmate Kadambari. I wanted to express this since a long but kinda things didn't materialize. Now maybe I don't need to since kads has done a great job of expressing our life in UMIT.
Cheers to her!

http://cogentlaconic.blogspot.com/2008/06/things-cannot-be-expected-but-in-girls.html

Also, this is her first blog post and maybe even her first attempt to apply the knowledge of "Word Power Made Easy" that she is up to these days. :P

Crests and Troughs

Yeah, this is about friction; of life.

You know there are times in life when you feel guilty about everything. You are in a phase where you want to say sorry to the whole world not even knowing why to some people. You feel like running away to Mars and sometimes as far as Pluto thinking of excerpts from your journey of life.

Contrary, there also are times when you get so angry with people that you feel like going and slapping the whole world, again not knowing why. You feel like pushing almost all to Mars and the rest to Pluto thinking how polluted will these planets become. You pity the oxygen they breathe.

I don't know why all this happens. Never thought also....in this state you are so occupied by all this you can't think anything else. What should one do under these conditions?...Are these storms of emotions? If so, caused by what??....

Eggs!!!

Hi...just got up.....its unusual, shocking you know for me to get up at 5:15 AM!..A lot of times I have gone to bed at this time.

So somewhere the purpose of this post is to archieve this rare occurrence :P.

And hey it doesn't end here. I am going to tell you about a question that has daunted me and bugged my friends for years.

It all started in Class 9, I don't know how but well I don't also know why I got up this early today. It goes like this.

I had many non-vegetarian friends who kept talking about their food likes and dislikes in front of me. They were of no concern to me since I am a vegetarian. Maybe I used to get bored also. Maybe this was the solution I found out :P.

With some honesty in actually wanting to know the answer of this wonderful question and with a lot of fun fore casted, I used to ask, " If non-vegetarians can eat hen's eggs why can't they eat pigeon's eggs?" :P

After hearing this, almost everyone used to get shocked......dunno at the craziness of the question or you know like so many times we understand the whole chapter etc. but cannot answer a basic question.

So to get them out of this shock i use to ask, "Like if I give you an omelet made of pigeon's eggs will you eat it? :P". Then further, "What is so special about hen's eggs that you all eat only them?". :))

And after much- a- do, like to bug them till they answer, these are the interesting answers I got.

Aakansha:

She is the one jisko sabse zyada bug kiya tha :P...you know its so difficult to make people actually think . After a lot of unacceptable answers and debate.........ki Chinese toh cockroach bhi khate hai fir pigeon toh bahut achha hai.....haha...this was the last answer she must have given:

"Kha sakte hai....aisa kuch nahi hai......tribal log toh khate bhi honge...."

Ronsilla:

She started reacting and answering when she started getting irritated.........

" Waise toh tu vegetarian hai toh mein tujhe ye tree ke patte todh ke deti hu.........tu khayegi kya?"

Binal: arre hum log tree ke fruits aur vegetables kahte hai...usse tree ke growth ko kuch pharak nahi padta.

Ronsilla: Cabbage leaf hee hai okay!

Sanna had made some arguments like Pigeons seasonal hote hai....unke eggs ka nutritional value achha nahi hoga....but then all this had become too humorous to sit and argue seriously :P.

Then this I asked to Parnika also in college days. Funny as she always was.....here is the anecdote.

Me: You are non-veg?

Parnika: No, but I eat eggs.

Me: (Hey!!!) Okay, Whose hen's eggs na?

Parnika:(irritated) No, whale's eggs. :P

Me: (Holding the sarcasm): Ahhh....Hen's eggs only na?

Parnika: Yes....

Me: So I wanted to ask you..."If people can eat..........?"

Parnika: (kinda moved):....

She tried to battle with the question....but me the experienced player bugged her to another funny comment.

"Maybe because hens don't shit on me when I sit under a tree."

So with people getting on me like this, I stopped using this formula for bugging people :P

Suddenly Single!

Today I finished the Final Stage Presentation of my Major Project.
As I look back, I see how busy I have always been. No, not with studies :P. With everything that these four years offerred me. Hey!, the list is long. May be next time.
Further I feel, I have remained committed to it. Yeah, I was in a relationship :). I look back and smile and feel grown up.
But times have changed, suddenly! Today while I was returning from college, I felt like a free bird. I looked around to find my companion and I saw these four years going away from me. I saw my college, professors, friends, everything just staying there or diverging into a bigger world. The bus I was in, didnot consider me looking back. Then I knew, so is life. Its allows us to look back but just for a while. Just for the while till we understand that things have gone.
Today I was jobless, did not feel like celebrating, felt like "Just shut up and go ahead." or maybe let this storm of emotions pass.
Now I find myself open to many new things, theres a bust of eagerness to try new concepts, look for new ideas.................basically a new companion.
So in a line "I am single and ready to mingle!". (no puns intended :P)